What made all those nightmares to play on my head, I never found out. I watch fewer horror movies or read less horror-thriller stories. Even on social media, upon seeing a creepy picture I would scroll it out in a jiffy. In short, a scaredy cat I’m. Hence I avoided all those situations which would freak me out.
Recently, like for the last four months, I’ve not been sleeping very well. Either I would wake up in the middle of my sleep many times, or doesn’t sleep at all. Reason? Nightmares. Scary ones that wake me up, or don’t let me sleep. But also the kind which I forget in the morning. ALWAYS. I just remember it as something scary, in fragments, unable to conclude what it was. I never could understand what was the source of these dreams. It just came all of a sudden to me.
In that case, I should take some precautions, right? I’ve heard a lot about dream-catchers. And have adored many. The feather tails… the arranged beads… the cute look of it itself is something worth to stare for long. I am not superstitious. I don’t believe dream-catchers would actually catch bad dreams but would give the confidence to think right, dream right. I got one for myself. From a spiritual store of course. I was confused. The lady at the store assured me it would help me sleep. Thought I would try it out.
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Day 1.
I was examining my dream catcher. Why they are so special? What made them catch the dreams?? I don’t know. Guess I’ll find it out soon. After admiring the beauty of my personal dream catcher, I set it on my bed, just above my head. I kept waking up in between, only it wasn’t because of the dreams!! It was the wind. So it worked!!! My bad dreams are actually caught. Finally, I had a good sleep after a long time.
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Day2.
I missed a good sleep for a long time. I felt sleepy in the day too. But the routine was so strict that I couldn’t. 4 months ago, I wanted the day to be longer, and now it was the night time I waited for. The second day with my dream catcher went well… I thought of giving it a name but felt stupid. I set aside that idea. Before sleeping, I had a good look at it and kissed it. I fell asleep right away, and this time, even winds couldn’t wake me up.
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Day ‘I don’t remember exactly’.
It’s been a few days sleeping with my dream catcher. The only problem I faced was its tail kept on caressing my face, which woke me up. This could be solved immediately. I just had to switch side. I did. Now it was my feet which got caressed, almost tickling. Now that my dreams got over, a new problem started. I didn’t like getting up in middle of the sleep at all. I had a solution for that too. Keep it away from my bed. I hang it on my window.
That night, I had the most horrifying dream ever!! Earlier I couldn’t remember faces, but this one…
A lady was there in my dreams, grabbing me by my neck. Almost choking me to death. Lady with brown eyes and smokey makeup, weird fur coat dressing, dashing white teeth, red stained lips… ‘Charming’ in one word but her eyes while she tried to kill me… Horrifying.
I woke up that night and immediately ran towards my dream catcher. I took it in my hands and kept it at its old spot. Though it took a while for me to fall asleep, I had no such dream that night.
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Day(s) ‘trials’.
I couldn’t get that woman’s picture out of my mind. My mind said I knew her. I couldn’t place her though. Well, I noticed one more thing. Whenever the dream catcher was hung on my bed, I slept sound, except for the tickling it made. No nightmares. Whenever I kept it away, the mysterious woman came as a nightmare. I kept on shifting my dream catcher to new places, to see if it would still happen.
After so many trials, I came to a conclusion. I had no nightmare only when the dream catcher was hung on my bed. Every time else that woman came, every time killing me in a different manner. All my nightmares with her ended in the same manner though. Before taking my life, my weak-dying eyes and her furious-wide eyes showed in a close up simultaneously. Like in movies. And finally, when my eyes close, I woke up.
I never could derivate why this was happening. I was feeling annoyed to share this matter to anybody for they could take me for a psycho. The dream catcher I bought is doing this…? Or is it just in my head…? I never understood.
I knew only one thing. Before the dream catcher, there were no women or men trying to kill me this intense. But after it, it’s only one woman who was so desperate to take my life. One charming, deadly woman.
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Day ‘horrified’
The season has changed. And so has the winds. And every night, I couldn’t help the tickles my dream catcher gave me. It was annoying. When the tickles were so bad, I woke up, grunting cursing. I had no choice to keep it elsewhere, for the woman can kill my sleep.
This day, this weird day… my dream catcher was behaving differently. The winds were so kind these days but still. The tickling got worse. I woke up like 5 to 6 times. Thank God, it wasn’t a wind chime!!! I would have killed the man if he said a wind chime would catch dreams. Thank God it was feathers. I couldn’t stand the tickling, and I decided to hang it elsewhere. Let the lady come, it’s just a dream, after all, I thought.
I hang it by the window and went to sleep. I had no dream, but something even worse. Something, I hope it was some sound from outside woke me up. Since waking up and looking first right at my dream catcher became a habit, my half-opened eyes gave it a shot. My pupils were adjusting to the light, and by the time something that I saw in that blurry vision got my jaws dropped, making me forget to breathe.
The circular face of my dream catcher looked like that woman’s face!!! The design within the circle was glowing, like her eyes!!! The shadow beneath it on the wall was touching till the floor, making it look like her body. The feathers around it made it seem like her fur coat. It was as if she was staring right at me!!! I FORGOT TO BREATHE.
I jumped up on my bed in reaction, and the vision was clear now. There was nothing. Nothing at all. It was just in my head. My dream catcher was moving side to side slowly in the breeze. However, the scary part of that night was, it wasn’t a dream which scared me. It wasn’t in a dream I saw her again. It was with my open eyes. My head really started playing with me.
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Day ‘unforgettable’
Even though the dream catcher caught my nightmares, tickled me all night, I couldn’t look at it the way I did before. After seeing the woman in its face, it was hard for me to keep it. I thought of throwing it away, but then again, the thought of her coming to my dream still scared me. I wasn’t ready to take that chance. I grew suspicious of my beautiful dream catcher. It had to do something with all this.
That night, I caught something. While asleep, as usual, it tickled me. I used to pull my leg right away or get up while it happened. I purposefully kept my legs still this time. It was still tickling me, at intervals. But… GOSH, how did I fail to observe this all along!!! It was tickling me rhythmically. Slowly… as if it was caressing me. Going by its length, and its position on my bed, it was supposed to reach just 2 inches (no more) above my knuckle, but this did more.
I had a chill through my spine. I slowly moved the blanket from my face, laying still, I slowly raised my head up to see what was happening. I was shocked at the sight.
The dream catcher was unusually lifted up till its face while its tail moved up on my feet, and went back to the resting position upon reaching my toes. WHAT THE HELL… it was caressing my feet!!!
I was stuck between reality and dream. I was shocked, knowing not what to do. It was moving just like hands… It tickled because the tails were feather… What have I done? I’m being haunted now? But by what??
Suddenly, a memory flashed. The lady who sold this to me… She’s the one who comes into my dream!!! At the store, she was formally dressed, and in my dreams, like a witch.
I remember how she gracefully stared right into my eyes and said, “You will sleep well from now on. Keep it near you” with a wide smile. I felt uneasy at her stare and smile, though envied her for it was so seductive. I tried copying her smile and eye contact after leaving the store, and I ended up being laughed at.
So it’s her… But why would she try to kill me in my dream??? I couldn’t sleep that night.
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Day ‘of truth’
I collected all my guts the next morning, deciding to visit the store. I drove to the store shortly after 10am. My mind was not stable and was running between two decisions. To go and unveil the mystery, or just ignore. I took the dream catcher too. After about a 15 minutes drive, I reached the store. I made up my mind and then stepped into the store.
My eyes shot straight at the billing desk to find her, but it was another woman who was present. I walked around the store for a while, seeing that she was watching me. I then picked up a crystal – uncut, almost in the shape of a crown for the sake of conversing with the lady. I walked up to the desk and asked her what was the crystal for. She started explaining something about good luck, to which I wasn’t paying attention.
“Is this your store?” I asked.
“Yes,” she said happily.
“Oh”, I smiled. “Is it just you working here? Nobody else?”
Her face faded. Her smile withdrew right away. Then she gave me a faded smile and said, “There was. Now it’s only me.”
My spine felt the chill that went up. I was about to say something when she pointed to a framed photograph near her desk. She said, “It’s my sister. Merin. Now she’s no more.”
I expected this. “I am sorry. How long has she been…?”
“It’s been three years.”
WHOA!! Wait!! That was unexpected. Now it all made sense. So… Oh, God. It’s really her who’s scaring me now. I felt it would be stupid to share this with the lady. When she started staring at me, seeing my face, I felt odd. Who knows if she’s another ghost too? The last time I was stared at, I still carry the token of it. I didn’t want another. I kept the crystal on her desk, and fled away by the time she asked if anything was wrong.
I drove back faster.
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Day ‘good riddance’
That night, I stretched out my foot purposefully to see if it would tickle (caress actually) me. To my surprise, it didn’t. I waited for quite a while. It was just moving along the breeze, nothing more. So the spirit was real. It knew I went searching for the truth. Is it angry now…? That’s what concerned me.
After a while, I moved up my foot and touched its tail. In a flash, it was vigorously shaking and slamming on my foot. Thank God it was feathers… There was no pain. Clearly, the caressing has changed to an angry slap now. It was real.
How can I live with this? I need to end this somehow. I sat upon my bed, pulling my leg back. The slam stopped. It was calm now. I leaned in to take it and there!!!
It pulled up by itself all the way to my hand, its tail aiming my neck. As if it was the woman itself, who had a passion to grab me by my neck.
I gathered my wits and took it in my hand. My hands were shaking, but I had to be brave. I desperately needed to get out of this.
I got out of my house and headed towards the public waste bin which comes after a few lanes in order to dispose it. All the while I was walking in such a speed, the dream catcher was directing towards me, like a hand trying to reach out to my neck.
“Let the dreams come again, let the lady come into my dreams again, but I was never gonna let this sh*t be present anywhere near me,” I told myself. It was all dreams, after all. I better consult with a doctor rather than going superstitious.
I reached near the waste bin. The dream catcher was now swirling violently. I kept it away from my face. I smashed it furiously several times before putting it on the ground. I kept its tail under my foot and took the lighter out from my pocket. “NO MORE MESSING UP with me”, I whispered. I lit its head first, and then all over the feathers till the tail.
Its swirling started to descend and became still. All the feathers and thread were burnt to ashes, I made sure. The beads and the wires were burnt, but not completely. I sighed at my ugly dream catcher, slowly picked it up. It wasn’t moving anymore. I tried shaking it, no movement. THANK GOD. I disposed it in the bin. And walked away. That night, I slept well.
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I woke up in the perfect manner possible, peacefully. That was a fantastic day. Everything came in favor of me. Perfect. Finally, I was happy. That night, I slept a little late. I came home late, after treating myself. I was tired like anything when I jumped upon my bed.
It was a habit for me to look first at the dream catcher whenever before bed, whenever I woke up. That hasn’t changed. Well… It would take time to change things right. That day too… It was for the dream catcher my eyes searched first when I woke up. The memory of getting rid of it hasn’t come. It will take a while… I knew. And before sleeping, I was staring at the blank spot of my bed. The dream catcher was there no more.
I missed the tickling actually… Weird, but true. I missed it.
I was thinking of the chain of events that happened with my ‘once beautiful‘ dream catcher and fell asleep slowly. In the middle of the night, I heard a loud scream. I nearly woke up from my sleep, and as usual, my eyes went in search for the dream catcher. It took a moment for my brain to think it was not there anymore. My vision was blurry, and I saw something by the window.
HER AGAIN!!! The same woman, in her fur coat. Eyes gleaming… Smiling ear to ear. She was sitting by the window this time, staring right at me.
I was gasping for breath, and tried to reach for the lamp. I blinked my eyes a few time, and shook my head. My vision was clear now. Before switching on the lamp, I learned that she was not there. My head is playing with me again?
Her smile… I can’t get that out of my head. When I saw her in person, and in dreams, her smile was the one thing which I loved, which I was also afraid of. Such a seductive smile which was warm, also devilish. I was thinking about those before sleep, and that’s now making me see things. I really needed help from an expert. Deciding that I would find a solution the next day, I went back to bed again. This time, leaving the lamp turned on.
I laid on my back, fingers twined with each other placing above my stomach. I fell asleep soon. That’s a good sign. I could fall asleep faster at least. But that didn’t go well for long.
The tickling I missed, it came again… I dared not to open my eyes. It was not on my foot, but on my hands. What’s happening….? Is it my head, or is it a dream? I felt something on my hand all the while it tickled. It stopped a while after. I sighed, and slightly opened my eyes. There was nothing. What the hell my head is doing to me…? I lost my sleep.
I kept one hand on my stomach holding tightly to my dress, and the other above my forehead, palms facing upwards. I was running a list of names in my head to seek help the next day. I got three names, and thought of calling them in the morning. I can’t let my head play like this with me anymore…
Cracking my thoughts, I felt that tickle I missed again. On my palms. In, my palms actually.
I got up in a jiffy and flipped my palms to see what is it.
It was a blue feather, unburnt, fresh, of my ‘once beautiful’ dream catcher…
One feather escaped while I was smashing it; The token came back to me…
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